I'm buying all I can
to walk away from you.
I'm letting safety pins, pillows, and silverware
teach me how to live away from you.
I'm learning how to uncork wine
so I can grow up away from you.
I'm collecting pictures
so I don't seem so far away from you.
I'm saving up my money
so yours doesn't get away from you.
I'm buying bedding
but I don't know how I'll sleep away from you.
I'll have a key
to a door you won't have to open way away from you.
I'm trying for sophistication in a new world
but that only matters away from you.
I'll want to have so much to give
because I took so much away from you.
I'm buying all I can
to make it seem like I know how to live away from you.
I'm quiet
so maybe you won't feel the loss of me being away from you.
I'm buying a new life
but I hate to be away from you.
gorgeous and melancholy, but tinged with a certain peace and (reluctant) acceptance of the situation.
favorite line:
"I'm learning how to uncork wine
so I can grow up away from you."
I really liked this one, Annie. you're going to do so many beautiful things.
Posted by: Avery | 08/19/2010 at 10:30 AM
Annie you are so aware of the departure of yourself from your moms life and the way you put it is incredibly insiteful (sic). I wish you the best for your upcoming future and I wish your mom the best because she will be seperated from half of her heart. But be assured that it will all work out and you will succeed in your venture and your mom will be proud and thankful for her wisdom and joy that she gave to you. Have a wonderful life gf, I wish you all of the best!
Linda
Posted by: Munchkin195007 | 08/21/2010 at 08:32 PM